Today I feel…….Content
Today I remember being consumed daily with the heartache and loneliness that was a result of my having chosen to love someone else more than myself. I accepted bad days in the name of love. “He” was who I wanted deep in the core of my being. I had already loved him so much and enjoyed many “good times” that I couldn’t bare the thought of not having him in my life. Consequently, the only option was to get him to understand how his actions or lack of action must change. Then and only then could we continue to be happy together.
Today I wonder why with all of the many choices there are in life I could have made to create joy in each day, why did I spend so many days filled with sorrow. Now, I have so many desires I want to fulfill, however small or insignificant they may be, my only problem is not enough hours in the day and will I live long enough to complete them all.
(One is to become a better writer.)
Choice not chance, determines destiny.
I hope you choose to be happy today.